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inside a lot of song, representing a lot of special meanings, especially mandarin song, when a people feel that he/she is useless person, she/he will sing a song name "残废". this is a very nice song to describe how useless of a person. when turn to another song "missing you" then can tell out already, how much you miss a person...when a people holding the mic and singing a very sad song...can sure that she/he is experienced what the song talking about...like "我不难过" you really think that person singing in this song is not sad? no, that person is sad over already...keep telling himself/herself i not sad...is okay...every things will be better soon...fuckdup plz!! no this such of things, sad is cannot hide, can pretend happy in front of others, but the painful is still there, when? when going to end it? when going not to think about it again? the answer no one will know, no one can estimate the duration of the sadness, no one can help...i think the day of the end is the day he/she really pain until no feelings, like after take drugs...and the life will become no color, or only left one color that is "GREY"....