negative side

0201 edi he alone sit at genting starbuck, don't know how to say the feeling,
just feel damn fucking lonely, see them all one pair pair, really feel so suck,
keep thinking of her, keep thinking about the time when with her, the feeling
really so suck, keep on thinking if now still with her, he will so happy and feel
so happinese, he keep blame hisself, why why? why dont maintain the relation porperly
, feel damn fucking regret...he really jelous when saw one pairpair, when saw how
sweet is them, and he think only he alone, his heart keep on think about her, and feel
so pain, really freaking pain! he think about so long, finally he found out the reason, he got
no ability to have to a girlfrenz, not requirement also dont have, he really suckss,
he not a good guy, he cant do well in all the things, include study...all the things
suckssss, how come become no confident at all, when? when he become like that? before
today he still keep on tell himself, must be strong make his life more wonderful, why
suddenly drop to negative again? why cannot be a happy guy? why cannot cheer up...what the
fooksss